I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns slowly. Feeling: Lazy 
So far, my week's been good. I think it started well with me completing my tutorials on time with myself growing more independently. And I've been following my lectures closely! Haha, I think it's a little late but at least I feel like I'm back on track. :) Finals are drawing near and I'm starting to feel a little anxious :S Though I do not like my blog to just be ranting about stupid school, I think I have no other choice. Haha, just can't wait for december to finally come, then my exams will be over, and then there'll be Bizad Night Cycling, Standard Chartered, anddddd the best of all, Christmas day! :) I should be going on holiday too, whoopee! Original plans were to Korea, but my mum's afraid of the 1000 cases of h1n1 a day over there, so we might not be going there after all.. :( Ah well, I just can't wait to take a break from school. =/ Life's been pretty much something different. It's becoming less of a routine and more of a change, I don't know much about it. Though I find myself lost 80% of the time, I know God's with me and I can really feel myself growing along with Him. No worries, I'll get through whatever that needs be, cos He's here with me! I've been running so much more than ever before, and I'm loving it! I only remember running when I felt like it in the past, but now I feel it every single day. It's quite amazing but quite scary. I never could put on weight in the past with that but now I'm putting on weight! My face is actually getting fatter and I think my calves are growing bigger. =S It's really scary!!!! I don't even dare to weigh myself anymore. However I still do feel healthier... but very very much fatter. :( I really hope it's just psychological hahaha. Can't wait for the upcoming standard chartered! But exams are nearing I don't know if I'll have enough time to train proper for it. =/ This week focusing on school I felt much too tired to run already... but I shall gym later with Shiang Nee and Vania! I realized I haven't talked much about university in my whole blog. Uni's much too hectic and of course, fun, that I've been procastinating and been very much too lazy to blog about anything at all. Let's see, lessons aren't very much packed but still heavy. For some modules the content we learn is really fresh and I feel quite lost sometimes. =/ I really don't know if I'm able to do well, and I'm not even sure what I'd like to major in.. =/ Haven't taken the time to sit and think about it.. Then there's my class that I'm not totally very familiar with because I'm always with my OG people who are actually also my classmates. They're a pretty fun bunch especially with late night study sessions in school, and suppers and car rides, etc. I think I've had too many laughs amongst the time spent with them. I'm really thankful for them :) And I've joined the Bizad Club Sports Committee headed under Kenneth as secretary! Heh. :D We're currently planning Night Cycling and I'm feeling quite excited for it! :D 4th Dec along the East :) Can't wait cause exams will finally be over then! I think I've been quite a phantom in hall because I've only been hanging with the biz people in hall or shu wen and they're all at A block! :( I'm the only one at D block :( Hopefully I can transfer over to A next sem!! =/ Late night suppers at Sheares with Shu Pauline and Weiqi having chicken naan with chesse sauce and pancakes are really awesomeeeee!! Totally satisfies my late night cravings. I really love hall life cause it's so convenient and having friends all around is really quite exciting. Though I really really miss home sometimes but the weekends make up for it, though it may not seem enough at times. =/ Then again there's also training for IHG in which I joined floorball and soccer! Haha but I'm not in much of a mood to go for trainings now... Went for both trainings once! Overall I still really miss all my friends who are studying in different unis. Miss you guys loads Emms and Jam :( Thankfully you're coming back soon Jamie! But with Emmsy we're all too busy to meet up cause school really eats us up. :( At least Shu's in the same hall if not I think we'd not have time to meet either! I see Diane often cause we have the same lectures and Annabelle's just at Arts so we could easily meet for lunch so thank God for that :) But Jaish and Ser are at NTU and Amelia at James Cook and Emelia at SMU! We're all over the place, I really hope this saturday's supper will work out! Miss you guys very very much. :( Alrightey, I think that's about it. I will try to make it a point to update more often!! :D But since exams are nearing, I may not be able to.. I really want to do well! Kay I'm off to study before gymming! Later peeps! Xoxo Fel  I got misty eyes as they said farewell | 
